Super-musings of a Super Fan-girl

Title: Pinned
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Wincest
Word Count: ~2500
Summary: They had been sparring since they were children, this actual position nothing new except it was always Dean pinning Sam down and critiquing where he went wrong. Being reversed wasn't why Dean was frozen under his brother’s weight on the thin blue mat. That had everything to do with the heavy weight of Sam’s dick where it lay against Dean’s lower stomach, hotter than any other part of his body.
A/N: Written for smpc. Beta'd by Mari (WinchestersRaven)

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Title:The First Time
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Wincest
Summary: It was their first time. Not their first time kissing, or even their first time fucking, but their first time where they were able to take their time.
A/N: Written for my January submission for smpc. This is actually a revamp from a quick drabble I wrote on tumblr that you can find here (and there's a gif!). I have struggled due to real life things to write, so this was super last minute and it un'beta'd. All mistakes are my own.

( It was their first time... )

Title: Back Seat Driver
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Wincest
A/N: Written for smpc! Huge thank you to my beta oldbatj who is simply fantastic ♥ Any remaining mistakes are a result from my fiddling. Feedback fuels the fire :) Also, this is my FIRST Wincest!!
Word Count: ~ 3350 words
Summary: Sam finally got what he wanted. Now he just had to convince Dean. Basically PWP.

( Porn this way )

Real Person Fiction

Jared Padalecki & Jensen Ackles

One Shots

Once More
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Death Fic
Summary: After Jared’s death, Jensen doesn’t know how to go on. All he wants is one more day
You can find it here.

The Pick Up Line
Rating: NC-17
A/N: Written for smpc
Summary: Jensen is bet to pick up the bartender using the cheesiest pick-up lines he possibly can.
You can find it here.

Proper Motivation
Rating: NC-17
A/N: Written for smpc
Summary: Jared is finding it hard to concentrate on his lines when his co-star is so goddamn hot. (A/U - not actors on Supernatural)
You can find it here.

Proper Compensation -- Sequel to Proper Motivation
Rating: NC-17
A/N: Written for smpc
Summary: Jared finds Jensen was worth the wait.
You can find it here.

Stand Me Up
Rating: NC-17
A/N: Written for smpc
Summary: Jensen Ackles is drunk. And he is not going to stand for being stood up.
You can find it here.

It’s Not My Birthday
Rating: NC-17
A/N: Written for smpc. More notes inside.
Summary: Jensen bought Jared a cake, even though it’s not his birthday. Jared decided to show Jensen the best way to eat frosting.
You can find it here.

You're Worth It
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jared has been, and always will be, in love with the gorgeous football quarterback Tom Welling. Tom finds Jared’s ‘crush’ amusing and frequently uses Jared, but refuses to date him or acknowledge there’s any sort of relationship at all. Concerned, Jared’s friends Chad and Sandy are through with Jared skipping out on the potential for a real relationship with someone who will treat Jared like he deserves and think Tom needs to be taught a lesson on taking people for granted. Enter Jensen, a college sophomore who owes his cousin Sandy a favor and who is the perfect ‘fake boyfriend’ to make even Tom Welling jealous.
You can find it here.

Chapter Fics

Screaming Color
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Past abuse (physical and emotional), referenced rape/non-con
Summary (shortened: Jared escapes his hometown, and his past, for a fresh start in the bright and busy city of New York. Jensen has been stationed in the city for the better part of the last four years. When they finally get together, neither one wants to let their fears or scars hold them back. But when the world around you doesn’t actually know you, and the demons of your past threaten to break you, can love really conqueror all?
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Underneath the Oak Tree
Rating:NC-17
Warnings: Angst, homophobia, denial, main character death (old age)
Summary: Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki met at the Ackles’ Farm as children in southern Vermont. Coming out as gay in the 60’s isn’t easy, neither is raising four kids on a farm. But together, they learn the struggles, values, and precious moments that life has to offer.
All other information, see the Master Post

Crash Into Me
Rating:NC-17
Warnings: Near Death Experience
A/N: Check out amberdreams master post for the beautiful artwork!!!
Summary: All Jensen wants is a fresh start. He didn’t, however, expect to find it in the only other survivor of their bus wreck while stranded in Northern Maine in a blizzard.
You can find it here.



Character Fiction

Sam Winchester & Dean Winchester

Back Seat Driver
Rating: NC-17
A/N: Written for smpc
Summary: Sam finally got what he wanted. Now he just had to convince Dean. Basically PWP.
You can find it here.

Prompted
Rating: NC-17
A/N: Written for smpc. Huge thanks to pinkwithoutplot, firesign10 & ephermeralk for letting me reference their awesome fics! Links are embedded in the story!
Summary: Sam gets more than he bargained for when he starts reading fanfiction.
You can find it here.



Sam Winchester & Castiel

Saving Grace
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Angst. Suicide attempts. Self mutilation. Character Death (Winchesters). Angst. Angst. Oh, angst
Summary: Sam has been in a mental intuition for most of his life and has accepted the fact that he would never be out, would never be normal. When a new psychiatrist takes over his case, he begins asking different questions and Sam starts to think that maybe, just maybe, he can be saved.
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Dean Winchester & Castiel

I’ll Handle Him
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: PWP, Demon!Dean
Summary: While Sam tried to find a cure for Dean’s demonism, Castiel offers to handle the situation by watching over Demon Dean. He straps himself to Dean, using the Demon Trap handcuffs, and finds himself torn between wanting to kill Dean or kill himself. Dean is driving him crazy, but Castiel’s got this, he can handle him.
You can find it here.


Take Two
Co-written with pippin1983
Rating: R
Warnings: Angst. Totally AU.
Summary: Dean and Castiel get drunkenly married at 19. It’s bold, it’s rash, it’s being a young and in love. After Dean walked out, Castiel tried to move and after ten years, he’s decided to marry again. The only thing standing in his way is his legal marriage. Dean, however, wants a second chance to prove that he’s grown up, he’s matured, but his love for Castiel has never changed.
Master Post for Chapters & Timestamps



Community Challneges

Tables for spn_30snapshots
Tables can be found here.


Experimental Bingo Card for spnspiration

parataxis	futurism	second person POV	radical revision	fabulism
Consumed, PG
enjambment	fish-eye	omniscient POV	impressionism	deep focus
Heat, PG-13
pointillism	mixed media	Wild Space	broken POV	monster POV
dramatic zoom	punctuation play	unconventional mediums	dark	future tense
logical chaos	inanimate object POV	epistolary	Thingstiel	Graphic poetry
	Rust, PG

Big Damn Table for slash_me_twice (unofficially)

001.	Shadow.	002.	Light.	003.	Truth.	004.	Lie.	005.	Dare.
006.	Solid.	007.	Liquid.	008.	Danger.	009.	Sharp.	010.	Blurred.
011.	Free.	012.	Bound.	013.	Magic.	014.	Time.	015.	Spirit.
016.	Chance.	017.	House.	018.	Street.	019.	City.	020.	Country.
021.	Cage.	022.	Arena.	023.	Rainbow.	024.	Wind.	025.	I.
026.	You.	027.	We.	028.	Innocence.	029.	Guilt.	030.	Spark.
031.	Flame.	032.	Past.	033.	Present.	034.	Future.	035.	Pause.
036.	Progress.	037.	Flavor.	038.	Aroma.	039.	Fabric.	040.	Dance.
041.	Clean.	042.	Dirty.	043.	Candle.	044.	Fantasy.	045.	Reality.
046.	Oval.	047.	Whole.	048.	Incomplete/Partial.	049.	Coffee.	050.	Animal.
051.	High.	052.	Low.	053.	Trolley.	054.	Tower.	055.	Carriage.
056.	Silver.	057.	Butterfly.	058.	Mask.	059.	Sculpture.	060.	Freak.
061.	Normal.	062.	Meeting.	063.	Masterpiece.	064.	Ghost.	065.	Match.
066.	Penny.	067.	Mouse.	068.	Revenge.	069.	Forgive.	070.	Science.
071.	Kink.	072.	Safe.	073.	Strip.	074.	Flower.	075.	Famous.
076.	Anonymous.	077.	Poison.	078.	Cure.	079.	Moonlight.	080.	Sunbeam.
081.	Blood.	082.	Metal.	083.	Love.	084.	Hate.	085.	Indifference.
086.	Sphinx.	087.	Phoenix.	088.	Magazine.	089.	Ball.	090.	String.
091.	Plane.	092.	Milk.	093.	Voice.	094.	Lick.	095.	Need.
096.	Sand.	097.	Ice cream.	098.	Mail/email.	099.	Map.	100.	Game.