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A bit of screaming, more crying, and a lot of feeling naseous!!!

I am watching it for the second time (this time with the hubby) and thought I could do a reaction post :)



My first reaction out loud reaction? Screaming "No Dean! You are NOT okay!" Dean being on a self spiral of self destruction and then to finally give up? Broke my heart. Though MOC!Dean is hot as fuck. Give me Dean and Gun porn and I'm a happy girl

I have such a huge admiration for Ruth Connell, I think she's a fantastic actress and Rowena is such a perfect bad guy. I suspected that Rowena was sort of tugging them along, but her wit and sarcasm is always so perfect.

"Not my literal heart, feathers." -- best Rowena line of the episode.

Dean seeing Cas in the mirror tore at my Destiel heart strings. But I was very disappointed that they didn't incorporate Sam in there in some way... Yes, he killed Rudy, and I would expect him to have some guilt. But what about telling Sam he should've been the one dead and burning instead of Charlie? What about all of the other things he has said and done to Sam through this experience? You can't tell me that Dean feels no guilt at all. Maybe they were just looking for physical altercations and pain, but disappointed none the less.

I love Castiel and Crowley together.
"Who summons anymore? Can't you call?"
"You're not in my contacts list."

#reasonswhyilovesupernaturalnumber54862

"Spread those broken wings and destroy me." This made me think... last weeks episode I was a bit off by how Dean literately beat the shit out of Cas. Cas got his grace back, and even though it was plausible that he wouldn't be fighting back, I didn't understand why Cas was beaten so badly in such a short amount of time. This makes me think that his grace, although is back, hasn't completely healed the damage not having it has had. And that worries me about Cas, especially for how the episode has ended.

When Jensen tweeted the picture of him writing a note on the impala? I never in a million years would've expected that. Dean and his notes, from the "Sammy let me go" to "She's all yours", my heart broke again. That was when I really knew how far Dean had gone, if he was willing to part with baby, he had truly given up. He obviously didn't order his #AlwaysKeepFighting shirt.

Death and his Mexican. I chuckled at that. And then proceeded to not chuckle again throughout any of the scenes with Dean, Death and Sam. Because my heart was too busy breaking and I was feeling like vomiting.

"Brother I'm done." "It's time to say goodbye."

Dean officially giving up hurt, but I knew Death wouldn't actually kill him because of the power of the mark. Dean telling Sammy that Sam was the one that had to die? What?! Excuse me?! Are you kidding me? I gasped so loudly I startled my pups. Yes, Sam would never give up on getting Dean back, that is what The Winchesters do, but Dean actually considering killing Sammy? Being so sure that the only way for him to move on and be okay and save everyone was to murder his baby brother? Oh god.

The solution? Kill Sam to Save Dean? I was pissed and so hurt that Dean was so far gone that he thought this would be a good idea. His speech about how they were evil and deserved to die... How the world would be better without them in it and they're the reason everyone around them is hurting and dying... The things he said to Sam... And then Sam, still so sure of his brother and who his brother really was, without saying the words, he clearly let Dean know how much he loved him. Accepting Dean's wishes, sacraficing himself for Dean, it doesn't get more real than that.

"Close your eyes. Sammy, close your eyes." And I lost it, I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. This shows how much he cares. He didn't want his baby brother to look at him while he committed such a horrific thing. And Sam, beautiful Sam, still thinking only of Dean and still holding on hope that Dean would come back in the end, with or without him. When Sam refused to look away and pulled out the pictures, you could see Dean wasn't that far gone, and I was so relieved. Because Dean has always lived by the fact that family is everything.

Not sure why Dean was so shocked that he killed death. If he hadn't killed Sam, Death would have, so that intense shock on his part confused me.

Jensen's eyes were SO gorgeous in the shots where the mark was removed. I was so distracted.

Was Rowena's power burst because she had been holding back to play the boys or did she somehow soak up some of the Mark's powers when it was released? But BAMF none the less. I am terrified for Cas though, as I said above. I don't want Crowley to end up dead either, but for some reason I don't think that Cas can kill Crowley, and if they start Season 11 off by killing Cas? I am going to punch a bitch.

Random Thoughts:
I love that Dean was wearing the same clothes he wore as Demon Dean.
How did Rowena kill Oscar if he was immortal?
Did Rowena cast the same spell on Cas as she did on the girls in previous episodes?
The Darkness-- reminded me of Lost, black smoke in all it's glory. And then when I thought about Death and his story, I thought of The First Evil from Buffy The Vampire Slayer, which, well, fuck.

I WAS very happy that at the end? Sam and Dean were on the same page and together, just how it should be.

Season 11??

Obviously the darkness is going to be a thing, and I wonder what exactly that entails. Is the black smoke demons or something else? And, if the mark was released... did it go back to Lucifer? Is the cage now open? I would love to see Mark Pellegrino back, but I don't know if I would be particularly excited for another Lucifer trying to get into a Sam suit. Then of course if the cage is open, Adam will return which... meh.

What if whatever Rowena did to Castiel ends up being an ongoing issue and the next season is trying to save Cas? I would love to see Cas in more episodes now that he really is a part of the trio. I find myself missing Cas a lot when he's not around. I love the comic relief and friendship he has with both of the boys.

If Death is dead... what does this mean? Will the Reapers go haywire with no one to report to? Will people stop being reaped? Is DEAN now Death?

My husbands comment of the night?

"Well if they really wanted to end the series? That would've been the way to do it."

All I know is I need a hug and I can't believe I watched it twice already!!


No spoilers here: Just a huge thank you to both Jensen and Jared for the things they do.

Date: 2015-05-21 06:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] redrum669.livejournal.com
Yes, I thought of Buffy, too - but a lot of people on the net seem to think of the Nothing from "A never ending story"...


As for Oscar's Death - I think either he's gonna pop up next season, or the reapers are fairly self-operational and it's gonna take a while until they stop working. Also, maybe Death isn't really dead, though I'm liking your idea that Dean is now Death. That'd be cool, but I also think that he might deserve a break and just get to be himself for a while :P

Date: 2015-05-21 04:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fireheart13.livejournal.com
The "close your eyes" also reminded me of Buffy, when she has to send Angel to Hell. that so got to me *tears*

I was shocked and yet not shocked when he killed Death.

She's all yours - *chokes*

YES!!!! I thought that was interesting he was wearing the red demon dean shirt!!

The lightening zaps/smoke made me think of Leviathans.

And the smoke overtaking the car made me think of Dean and Bobby sitting in the car when demon-smoke overtook them outside umm, the church?

CANNOT IMAGINE what is going to happen next!!

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