Super-musings of a Super Fan-girl

Thank you everyone who sent me messages or texts or facebooks or LJ posts for my birthday!! ♥ Everyone made me feel so special :D

My birthday was actually quite good! My man is at AT training for the Army so he has something planned for next week (which, totally new concept having a partner who does something for my birthday. Like what? Does that really happen?!). My sister came home from Canada two weeks ago-- she couldn't afford living in Toronto so she moved back here and is getting back on her feet for a little while. I went out with her, Izzy and my best friend Alex for drinks and food. Which, is always interesting since two ounces of alcohol is all it takes to get me shit faced.

My dad came over today to take me out for lunch for my birthday and then we started planning out a patio for the front of the house. Part of me wonders if I am making a mistake by working on my house... what if the judge ends up saying that Peter and I have to sell the house and then all the hard work I've put in and money I've spent is basically thrown away? Then I remind myself that putting equity into property is never a bad thing and if I do have to sell, this will hopefully ensure my chances of at least breaking even, if not making a bit of money. I still am hoping that I will be granted 12-24 months to refinance the mortgage into my own name (I could never do it now on my own). Fingers crossed. I still need to actually be served and Peter seems to be in no rush to get that done.

I don't need the divorced until I want to get married again, so really I'm fine waiting. Gives me longer to save money and get through school!!

I am officially down 95lbs. For those who don't have me on facebook, I'll post some pictures beneath a cut :)

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The last outfit was what I wore to a job interview yesterday :)

Otherwise, things are good. I've been plugging away at a Destiel Big Bang I am co-writing with angelnovak and we've gotten over 35k written so far. I'm pretty excited about it! I also signed up for the sastiel_bigbang but have to contact my artist to come up with a plot. Missed fandom over the past few months!!

So I am home! I had my surgery yesterday afternoon and ended staying overnight at the hospital due to pain control. I guess when I came out of the anesthesia I was crying a lot... I do remember starting to cry when I saw my husband but not much after. Apparently they wouldn't let my mother or my mother in law come to see me in recovery because of it.

The surgery went well though, he was able to do it all laproscopically but since my gallbladder was so inflamed, I ended up with 5 incision sites instead of the three. He said to me after that maybe they shouldn't have waited the entire two weeks because it was very close to rupturing (We will just not insert my comments here).

But, it's done, and it's out, and this different pain will hopefully start to heal and disperse within the next couple of days. After a mini melt down at the pharmacy (they changed my prescription by scratching and editing, which isn't acceptable on a narcotic so I wasn't able to fill it and my hubby had to work. Thankfully my sister was able to go back to the hospital for me and get it all worked out) I am now home and relaxing and settling down to read and beta :)

Oh quick fic question!! Does anyone know the name of this fic or if it's even in english??

"There is a russian fic that this is attached to, where one of the Boys is a Creator of Worlds and the other one is a Destroyer of Worlds. And they fall in this absolutely destructive love and can't change who that are. I never read it, but it sounds amazing !"

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